And like the dramatic person that I am, here's AN ANNOUNCEMENT.

I have been contemplating about doing this.

And a part of me (still) doesn't want me to do this.

I enjoy uploading videos and getting feedback from you all.
 

I promised to upload daily videos

-which I can do, technically-

I have 10 pre filmed videos to upload

They are edited and ready to be uploaded.

So what's the problem?

The problem is that I got bored with blogging in the first place

because I promised to post daily.

And I'm doing the same thing here.

Whilst a 10 minute video might not seem like it's a lot to some of you,

it actually takes me hours to edit, save, upload, publish and edit the description and thumbnail.

This is my hobby.

And this post is a reminder of that.

I should not make the mistake of turning something that I enjoy doing

into a daily task.

I might still upload stuff daily,

but I have taken my "NEW VIDEO DAILY" banners down.

I'm just going to upload whenever I feel like it.

I hope you guys understand.

I would like to continue uploading videos that you all enjoy

and just like a dear friend of mine told me,

if I don't enjoy doing it, I can't expect you to do so too.

I'm not sure if I'm uploading today.

Because, again, I don't feel like it this second.

I might change my mind and upload.

But the thing is, I have removed all the self-imposed duties

that I have done over the past few months.

I don't want to feel like I have to film, edit and upload.

I want to feel like I want to.

Someone asked me what do I do in my free time,

other than youtube.
And I literally could not think of an answer.

I don't do anything anymore just for me,

except for youtube videos.

And that is wrong of me.

So while the sun is out,

I'm going to slather on some makeup

(because I look like a ghost without it)

and go for a walk with Aicha

because I've pretty much never done that.

Hope you all have a great day,

and till the next video,

I'll see you guys later!

xx

Dyna